Strap on

After three days without blogging (i am very sorry about that and thanks God Mistress has been very understanding and no punishments have been dished out for this), i was thinking about a good subject for my next blog. Something that would keep Mistress amused and entrained and hopefully gain me a few extra bonus points and i am getting VERY desperate now for a bit of action around my cock (but i am not allowed to complain so i'll stop here). So thinking about what Mistress may i like, i remember that Mistress has recently send me a couple of clips of Mistresses fucking their slaves with a strap on and as my asshole is constantly teased my the thongs and as seen no action for a long time (i was last fucked up the ass by a black 8" strap on about a years ago or more)........... i thought that i would make this blog all about the mighty STRAP ON.
i genuinely believe that the strap on is the ultimate tool for a Mistress to inflict pain and punishment although i do understand (and i agree) that this may bring pleasure to the slave too. i guess it all depends on how it is used. Ages ago i remember watching a clip about a Mistress fucking a slave with a reasonable size strap on..........dry, without any lube. i am not sure if it was a fake but the guy face was really the picture of pain as Mistress was slowly pushing the cock in his asshole. i very well remember how it did not slide it but it was really rubbing against the asshole of the poor slave. i like to be taken by a strap on but i bet that would have hurt a lot and definitely not being a nice experience for the slave. There is also the humiliation part of the process. Being taken up the ass for a guy is probably the ultimate humiliation (and i guess that is what makes strap on also exciting for slaves like me) but then again humiliation can be pushed so far that is actually uncomfortable for the slave making the fucking a punishment and not a reward. Again one of Mistress recent videos was showing a slave fucked outdoors by two Mistresses one of which was forcing the slave to scream like a pig which in turns made both Mistresses laugh a lot. Being taken with a strap on while forced to do something not particularly enjoyable or in a very humiliating situation (like head stuck in the toilette, talking on the phone with an other man, fucked in front of other girls or even men) may take the pleasure a slave receive from a strap on action away from him. In general, however, i like strap on as it is the ultimate submission and the clear evidence that my ass belong to Mistress to do as She pleases.
Having been for more than 45 days without an orgasm and 10 days without a single stroke, i would settle for an ass fuck just to feel getting close to the orgasm again. i must confess that i have never been able to cum by being assfucked and actually not even being milked by prostate massage alone. Sure the strap on brings me very close and even on the edge........ but i still need something else to cum. Unfortunately, i don't have a butt plug or a strap on but i am seriously considering carots and bananas........... if Mistress gives me permission. i cannot believe what Mistress has me to do: beg to fuck my own asshole........ This is indeed a sign that i have given up any chance of an orgasm....

Anyway, i would like to conclude this blog with a brief description of the last time i was ass fucked. It was a prostitute, not even a professional Mistress as i couldn't find one, and i was desperate to feel a women power over me, humiliated and abused. Thinking that she wasn't used to domination and looking quite sweet, i did tell her not to stop despite my begging as i was convinced i could take it and my previous experienced told me that the begging actually works even with a strict professional Mistress. She didn't waste any time and told me to get undressed and bend over the bed while she prepared the dildo. Before i knew it she started to push that black dildo up my ass without many compliments. As i was moving a bit too much for her liking, she grabbed my balls from behind my legs and pulled them back forcing me to keep my ass well exposed and still so that she could ram her dildo in it. The ball pulling and the size of the dildo were hurting me. Although it wasn't as comfortable as i was dreaming, it was still ok but i couldn't stop screaming and begging her to stop so she put her foot on my head pushing it down on the pillow and all this while pulling my balls back and pushing that dildo deep inside me. It all lasted a good 10-15 minutes after which i was made to masturbate on my knees at her feet. Since then, i got more interested in chastity and sort of forgot a bit about strap on untill Mistress has started to send me clips of slaves being fucked. Now i wish i coiuld bend over for Mistress to push my sexy thong on a side and make me Her bitch.