Panties

It has only been 3 days since i am back under Mistress control and She has already broke an other taboo for me. Not sure why as i am pretty sure i have never mentioned this secret fantasy of mine, but Mistress decided that it was time for me to experience with girl panties. So i was first ordered to buy two pair of panties specifically a black and a pink one, a thong and a bikini. When i read Mistress orders i was half shocked and i tried to imagine how, where, when i could do this. It doesn't matter how much i was telling myself that people wouldn't care what i was doing, my heart and mind was telling me the opposite.........as everyone was looking at me and know exactly what i was doing and why. That was enough to make me blush. Anyway, i had to obey so i forced myself to go to the local superstore and without thinking twice i went straight for the lady's department and started to browse through bras and panties. i could feel my heart beating fast for the humiliation expecially when i cross the eyes with a couple of ladies. There weren't many pink panties (i guess they are too embarrassing for ladies too........) so i picked up the only one i could find. Not very sexy, big pink bikini panties with black laces around. I then went for the black thong. there were a few but all very small and all very sexy. i picked one which is a see through with a couple of pink ribbons on it. By that time i was in deep subspace and didn't care much about people as i went to pay and i decided to go to the till where there was the youngest lady. She seem to take ages to scan the two panties and opening them. She must have noticed that they were different size and so different style which surely understood that i was doing something strange but she did not look at me in the eyes. i was sort of disappointed...... but happy to have shopped for my first pair of panties.

Once home, i had a few things to attend with family and friends but my mind was always at the panties as i couldn't wait to try them on. Finally, i got some time for myself and i start admiring the panties. i realize that the black thong is extremely small while the pink bikini is probably too big. i guess Mistress will have to teach me properly to shop for girl clothes. Wouldn't it be great if one day we could go together and even ask a lady shop assistant to help us.......... i cannot even imagine the humiliation. Anyway, i first tried the black thong and as expected it is very small. i had to wiggle my way in but i did it. pulled the thong all the way up my ass and felt so sexy but my balls and half hard cock could hardly be in. i played around a bit but i couldn't fit them properly or feel comfortable in them so it was a bit of relief when i got them off after taking pictures for Mistress. Next were the pink biking and they felt good: soft, big, comfortable. i guess Mistress has a bit of work to do to make me a sexy sissy instead of a lazy comfortable one. i now appreciate the work and trouble that women go through to look sexy and i think it is only fair that i learn and experience it too. Hope Mistress will make ma a very sexy sissy one day..........

i am now at work wearing the sexy black thong under my pants. They are quite tight but not as uncomfortable as i remember (i guess i am learning fast to be a sissy). The little black thong is all the way up my ass and at every movement is teasing my asshole. i feel so horney and my cock is always half hard and hardly in the panties. i hope i don't start leaking (it has been 12 days since my last milking) or i will have a wet patch on my pants......... i am constantly aware of what i am wearing (but hopefully no body else is) as i often wiggle a bit to get more conformable but without letting people around notice. It is only been a few hrs but my asshole is on fire......... but i have the feeling that i will be wearing them quite often so i better stop complaining and get used to it.........