1st Panty Day

Today i worn girl panties (a black lace thong to be precise) for the whole day.
It was the first time i had worn girl panties and it was mind and body blowing. The thong was a bit too small for me so it felt extra uncomfortable and i was aware of it for every second of my day. In particular the little string up my ass was tormenting my asshole at every movement rubbing it up and down, pinching it, teasing it. It was a slow and constant torture especially as i am not allowed any stroking or touching. It was like being teased 24h/day. And then there was the psychological aspect of going around dressed like a sissy. i know that nobody could see or understand what i was going through but it was nevertheless humiliating. As i was talking to people, friends, colleagues, my mind was constantly thinking of their reaction if they knew what i was wearing under my pants. Especially when i was talking to ladies, i felt very humble. Wearing panties is definitely an extra step Mistress pushed me into submission. When i have those sexy thongs on, i feel even more submissive towards women and more likely to do everything i can to please them.......whatever they know of my submissive attitude (as Mistress) or they don't in which case i am simply extra polite to them.
The day went very well as i spent most of the time chatting with Mistress and the thong torture was like inflicted by Her direct hands. The pictures that i had to take as proof for Mistress were also an interesting thing to do. i had to basically choose the right time to go to the toilette and eventually wait until i was alone to pull down the pants and take snap shots of my sexy panties. Although sort of locked in, i was still very nervous about anybody coming in and finding me in panties........i better not think about it. My cock was also very uncomfortable as it hardly fitted into the tiny pants. Everytime i go a little bit excited, my cock head got trapped in the thing elastic band and sort of squashed a bit which was often uncomfortable but ost of the time exciting as that is the more action that my cock has seen in weeks. Both my balls were also squashed and i could only fit one ball in the panties which meant that i had a loose ball banging on my pants all the time. The evening was slightly better maybe because i am already getting used or maybe because in the conform of my home i could more freely and find better positions. However the night was a torment again. A part from my usual horney feelings which at night time seems to reach new heights (if i will ever be around Mistress at night time, i think i could actually cry trying to convince Her that i need an orgasm), the thong by now were really rubbing against my cock, balls and asshole. It took me a good while to go to sleep and push away any sex thoughts that i had in my mind. In particular i kept thinking about Mistress picture. I really really liked it. I love the shape of Her eyes and Her look of superiority and strict but fair which means business and doesn't allow any crap. Her lips then..... i think i better not comment on the rest of my thoughts or i can be in trouble again but Her lips are soooooooooo sexy !!! I woke up this morning and the first thing i did was to try a new pair of thong. The one I bought yesterday are a size larger and they fit better. Now my cock (when soft) and balls are all inside the panty and the little string at the back although rubbing and teasing my asshole it doesn't burn. It looks like it will be a better day and i am really becoming a sissy.

Overall, i am happy to have please Mistress in everything she has asked so far. i bought the right panties and worn them as required. i have now got 6 more pair of thongs (i will tell more about them in the next blog) as i will be wearing thong for a long time. For 2 months at least and possibly more if i don't please Mistress as is my duty. i may well say good buy to the boxers as i am not sure i will ever want to go back in them after 2 months of thong. It will be interesting to see how i feel after such a long time in girl panties.
Anyway, that was day 1...........and here i am again in a new pair of thong, red ones.